Interview for placement felt doubleplus ungood. After it, a thousand and one things swirled into my head, telling me, "why didnt you say that, ask that instead". I wonder if i'm just too much of a pessimist at this. Then again, the worries are pretty justified i guess.
Also, i cant believe i signed for it again today. Sigh. Self-control shuyun. It's not just a miserable 150 or so. It has a whole extra digit behind it for goodness sake. Argh. I say this every week, when will i learn ! So frustrated and angry about it.
Oh well. I wonder how i can actually appear so calm when all that is in me is a raging storm.
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